DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT EMO LIKE THIS. HAHA. Just so you know.
It felt like everything just swooshed by. Within a blink of an eye, everything was gone. It’s over. I can’t get it back.
I woke up with a strange heavy feeling in my head. What day is it? It’s Sunday. Mom and sis will go to church. Mom insisted I go with them, but declined because I’ve set things to do already.
Is it really true? Is it really over? I battle with the nagging thought inside my head but the resistance was futile. It’s useless. I can’t win over this.
Still, I cringe at the thought of having to face another day. Another day back at the vicious cycle of a routinary life. I feel duped. I feel cheated upon. Like I don’t deserve any of this crap at all.
One more day is all I have. One more day. And after today, everything will be–should be–back to the way things were. Back to the same old sucky crap that we all call life.
It sucks, I know. But this is what I have to do. For now.
Translation: AYOKO PA PUMASSOOOOOOKKKKKKK!!! T__T
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