Archive for August, 2007

There are tons and tons of things I have to do.

Work just piles up by the minute. I have thousands of things on my mind, 99.9% of which are acads-related. It’s hard to squeeze in work-time to my already-filled 8-to-4-21-unit schedule. It’s impossible, really.

Just when I start to peel off the post-it of a completed assignment off the back cover of my notebook, another one comes along. I never see that part empty, it’s always full of post-its. I’m actually collecting the done-for post-its, hoping to do something with them someday. Any ideas? Anyhow, it’s stressful, really. Sometimes I can’t take it anymore. Sometimes.

Heck, this is just laziness talking. Let’s go study!

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I tried. But I failed. So many times.
I tried. But it’s just not enough. I gave my best. I thought I did what is right. But it’s not.
I tried. And I tried real hard. But my effort didn’t give way. She was too high to reach. I could never be good enough for her.

Is everything a test? I bet it is. But right now, I’m not too determined to surpass everything.
When will I achieve success? When will I be able to impress her? When will she take notice?
I guess I really just have to try.

I adjusted to what she wants. I changed my ways. I CHANGED! I CHANGED A LOT! But it’s still not enough.

She’s all over my head. Everywhere I go, it’s her that I see, it’s her that I think about. I can’t get her out of my head. Even if we don’t meet, even if we don’t see each other for weeks, she doesn’t fail to make her presence felt. Haaayy… I’m going crazy because of her. She’s all I think about. She’s always on top of my head.

I gave it my all. But she’s really way out of my league for her to notice my little effort.

But I shall not be defeated. I shall conquer it all. I shall do everything! Just to get her nod, just to let her know that I gave it my all.

I hope my efforts pay off. I can’t wait to see the day when I finally finish this god-forsaken race and get through with it all. I hope by then she’ll take notice of me. Just that. And I’ll forever be fine.

You’re way too beautiful gir
That’s why it’ll never work
You’ll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it’s over

Haaaayyyy Ma’am Chua. I’m not good enough for you. But I’ll try. =)

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I just came home from a contract signing with Inquirer Publisher Isagani Yambot (read: I was late! Kahiya!). I gotta give it to that man! He was very down to earth and very approachable. He even had some McDo merienda delivered for us! Haha!

Photo-ops and some kamustahan transpired. He was really talking like our father and us his children (haha tama ang Daddy Yammy Yambot! Pero more like Lolo! Hehe sana hindi nya to nababasa =P). Had a lot of laughing moments, like this one:

JM: Sir sa Inquirer po ilang beses na na-stop ang press?
IY: Umm… onti pa lang, siguro mga once or twice.
Claire: Ah yah I remember sabi ni Ma’am Khan sa US daw twice pa lang na-stop ang press, yung when Titanic sank and when namatay si JFK.
IY: Sino?
Claire: JFK po.
IY: Ah akala ko GMA eh! *laughs*
*everyone laughs*

Haha. He was sooo cool. He even proposed a dinner with other Inquirer scholars. Haha! Looking forward to that.


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