I tried. But I failed. So many times.
I tried. But it’s just not enough. I gave my best. I thought I did what is right. But it’s not.
I tried. And I tried real hard. But my effort didn’t give way. She was too high to reach. I could never be good enough for her.

Is everything a test? I bet it is. But right now, I’m not too determined to surpass everything.
When will I achieve success? When will I be able to impress her? When will she take notice?
I guess I really just have to try.

I adjusted to what she wants. I changed my ways. I CHANGED! I CHANGED A LOT! But it’s still not enough.

She’s all over my head. Everywhere I go, it’s her that I see, it’s her that I think about. I can’t get her out of my head. Even if we don’t meet, even if we don’t see each other for weeks, she doesn’t fail to make her presence felt. Haaayy… I’m going crazy because of her. She’s all I think about. She’s always on top of my head.

I gave it my all. But she’s really way out of my league for her to notice my little effort.

But I shall not be defeated. I shall conquer it all. I shall do everything! Just to get her nod, just to let her know that I gave it my all.

I hope my efforts pay off. I can’t wait to see the day when I finally finish this god-forsaken race and get through with it all. I hope by then she’ll take notice of me. Just that. And I’ll forever be fine.

You’re way too beautiful gir
That’s why it’ll never work
You’ll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it’s over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They’ll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it’s over

Haaaayyyy Ma’am Chua. I’m not good enough for you. But I’ll try. =)

4 Responses to “I’m not good enough for her”
  1. bob says:

    you don’t have to always change for a person to like you. That person should like you because you are who and what you are. If she can’t then it’s probably her problem not yours. ๐Ÿ™‚

  2. JM says:

    Hi Bobby! Nice of you to drop by. =)

    For clarification, I’m actually referring to my prof who’s giving me a hard time in her subject, hence “I’m not good enough for her” translates to I’m doing real bad in her subject, hehe. =P

  3. bob says:

    ohh. in that case, goodluck. Hahaha! UP’s faculty is diversified as you may have already know. There are those that are way too cool and those that are well, way too “cold”. In short, parang bato. Hehehe. You’ll get by, don’t worry. ๐Ÿ™‚

  4. Rainman says:

    Don’t give up! Even when she seem’s so far away. You want to be with her right? If she won’t come down from her cloud, then you have to find a way to get there yourself. Any guy can have any girl he want’s as long as he applies himself. Don’t change your ways, cause you don’t want her to fall in love with something your not. Just be yourself!!!!!!!

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