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I forgot to write how my water bottle dripped all through my bag yesterday and caused a great deal of mess. At the most unfortunate time, all of the contents of my bag got wet–and all of them either had paper on it or was made of paper, which left me so damn angry at my utter stupidity for leaving the bottle cap half-open.

Everything got wet — my wallet, my bible (huhuhuhu), my follow-up materials (huhuhuhu), my notebook, my readings and most especially, my precious precious copy of I Kissed Dating Goodbye given to me by Karen for my birthday. That was the worst damage of all. I immediately texted her to apologize. That didn’t feel good at all.


On a lighter note, (haha, if ever that was dark) God is so amazing (isn’t He?!). As in. Sobra. I guess it was his plan na matulog ako maghapon kahapon and have no time to answer this week’s follow-up material para may ipa-realize sakin.

Yesterday kasi, I was quite disheartened sa Prayer Time namin sa MassComm Target Area kasi wala akong masyadong mai-share about “sharing” my life as a Christian to other people. I reasoned na ‘di pa’ko masyadong open about it, and that I’m striving real hard to get there. Pag-uwi ko, talgang never umalis sa isip ko yung unworthiness na feeling kasi naramdaman ko parang wala akong kwenta.

Then this morning, while reading the Holy Spirit Booklet, God made me realize something: that I should be filled with His Spirit first before I’m able to do these things. And that it depends on the extent of my faith and the maturity of my being a Christian para magawa ko yung mga bagay na ‘yun.

And I’m actually excited to do those things, it’s just that when faced with the opportunity itself, I tend to hold back a lot. Kasi naman nauunahan ako ng hiya at takot. But I know with God’s strength and in His capacity I’d be able to do these things. Oh yeah! (Rock on!!! \m/)


Alam mo yung feeling na parang everyone around you is so busy with all their busy things that they just pass you by, sitting there, all alone, having nothing to do? (naks ang drama ng scenario) Ayun, ganun yung feeling ko. Pero hindi ako depressed or lonesome. Kasi naman… buong UP na yata nagkukumahog sa midterms, samantalang ako walang midterms!!! Anu ba yan! Ba’t ganun?! Ganun ba talaga ang buhay? Hay it’s so unfair! (hahaha I’m the King of Sarcasm)

To all those who’ll be having their midterms next week (especially sa mga may Math17 midterms sa Wednesday), sana bigyan kayo ni God ng strength and wisdom para malampasan ang predicament na ito! Remember, if all else fails, it’s a singko, so work hard to get that uno!!! =P


Akala ko tapos na. Akala ko wala na. Just when I thought I’m okay with it, then here it comes again and just like the first time, it doesn’t feel quite right. (har har, ang dramang intro naman nito, kung anu-ano na siguro nasa isip ng nagbabasa nito)

Si Kit kasi eh! Si Maricris Valderama. Haha, classmate ko sa English 1 (take note, popularly known as Basic FRESHMAN English — haha feeling freshie muli ang lolo nyo). Kasi, si Kit! Asar… tawagin ba daw akong “Kuya JM” kanina?! AY my gulay. It brought back memories nang ma-meet ko ang mga Maksci babies at pinagtatatawag nila ako ng pangalan na yan (na ayaw ko na sanang marinig pa). Grabe talaga, tumayo ang balahibo ko kanina at pramis, muntik ko na siyang isumpa. At ang Kit! Nakangiti pa ang lola mo! Haha… palibhasa inimpluwensyahan siguro ng discipler nyang loka na si ATE Karen. Mwahahaha… gantihan lang yan lola.


(eto pa isang madramang intro) Have you ever felt na parang napag-iiwanan ka na ng generation mo? (Mwahaha segue muna, pause ang drama, tumutugtog ang “Numa Numa” dito sa comshop, at wala lang may naalala lang ako) Ayun. Yung tipong parang sobrang tanda mo na? Yung tipong hindi mo na alam ang nangyayari kasi nga sobrang napag-iiwanan ka na?

Well hindi naman ganyan exactly ang nararamdaman ko. Haha non-issue ‘to eh. Kasi naman. Alam mo ba, never ever pa’kong naka-attend ng debut. Okay, okay, so it totally goes contradictory to my “no formal events” mantra, pero kasi, you have to experience everything! Kahit debut lang. My God. Kung kailan naman turn na ng mga babae sa generation ko na mag-debut, tsaka hindi nauuso ang debut (gastos, jologs, baduy at kakikayan lang daw ang debut). Eh matagal ko na talaga gusto umattend ng isang debut. Kahit nga mga hindi pa 18 pinapaalalahanan ko nang ‘wag akong kalimutan sa debut nila eh (naks parang eleksyon). Tapos bigla na lang akong bibigyan ng:

Ay, ‘di ako mag-de-debut eh.

Haaaayyyy ka-frustrate, believe me.


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