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I’m lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow can bring
When today doesn’t really know, doesn’t really know

I’m all out of love, I’m so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I’m all out of love, what am I without you
I can’t be too late to say that I was wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
I’m reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh, so right?

And what would you say if I called on you now?
And said that I can’t hold on?
There’s no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I’ll be gone, I’ll be gone

I’m all out of love, I’m so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I’m all out of love, what am I without you
I can’t be too late to say that I was so wrong

Ooh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of

I’m all out of love, I’m so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I’m all out of love, what am I without you
I can’t be too late to say that I was so wrong

It was, of all things, an unsuspecting love song. It’s funny hearing this song in the new Kotex commercial featuring Dennis Trillo, where we are again reminded of Lucky Manzano and Richard Gutierrez’s Libresse days (Plaster strips!!!). Anyhoo, this morning on the ride to the MRT station, this song played on the radio. I never knew I’d be that affected, I mean, of all the songs to be played, why this? It’s not pop and it’s not even new. And yet it hits right through, where it hurts the most.

I’m tired… I want to go home, where it feels safe and where I can rest. I’m tired of living a lonely life. I’m tired of looking for something I can’t seem to find (or I’m never meant to find). I’m tired of carrying all the heartaches I’ve caused myself. If life is this cruel why is there life at all? If life could be this messy who’d clean up after it? I’m tired of being judged. I’m tired of being rejected, shunned away. I’m tired of pretending, of feigning, of faking. I’m tired of everything.

Of many things, I’m just tired. Please, let me rest…?

3 Responses to “Best… please come back? >_<”
  1. Anonymous says:

    bakit mo kailangang paliitin ang mundo mo dahil sa mga tao at mga hirap at pagod na dinaranas mo?

    kasama naman lahat ng yan sa pagtanda natin.

    pipol come and go.

    some pipol will stay and some won’t.

    hindi mo cguro dapat sisihin ang sarili mo sa mga nangyayari o mga nangyari (whatever it was).

    whenever you’re tired, rest. rest and thank god.

    you are blest with every good thing this so called “lonely world” can offer.

    i do not want to change your perception of how you see this world, just be reminded that there are still pipol believeing in you. i am one of them.

    teker

  2. Anonymous says:

    could it be that you are tired because you are stuck with “I”?

    mangga

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