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Archive for October, 2005

Hay grabe antagal ko nang hindi nag-blog! Two weeks na rin ano?! Well wala naman ako masyado pinagkakaabalahan, hindi ko lang talaga feel magblog nang consistent sa Computer Shop, since wala pa rin akong access sa net sa bahay.

School-wise, I’m mighty fine! Ayon sa rumours, CS daw ako. Pero let’s wait until makuha ko ang aking TCG bago tayo mag-celebrate, okay?! CS nga pala is College Scholar, katumbas ng Dean’s List na daw yun, sabi nila. Haha… pero indi ako masyado masaya… NatSci kasi eh! Sana kapag may majors na ko ganyan pa rin lebel ng grades ko!

Personal-wise, I’m confused right now. Uber confused. Sobrang I’m undergoing identity crisis right now. As in hindi lang ‘to yung phony confused teenager na cover-up. Totoo na talaga ‘to, parang every decision I make with regards to my personality will affect my life forever. I’m in a very critical stage right now, and I need to choose which attitudes to keep or not. If I make a wrong move, I’m dead for life. So please excuse if I’m a bit bitchy lately, I’m just not me these days.

Relationship-wise, I’m rekindling old flames. But not what you’re thinking, just with friends. I’m trying to provide myself with a secure bundle of company, just in case I’d be needing them. Unfortunately with my current Identity crisis, it’s hard to keep them all together. I’m all falling apart.

God-wise, Days na naman. And I’ve been waiting for this time to come all semester, kasi… kasi ano… basta! Alam na ni Kuya Jess yun. Sobrang bibo ako ngayong days, medyo maraming responsibilities, Una ulo, tapos pangalawa assistant, tapos pangatlo dancer, tapos pang-apat member. At marami pang susunod sa Days mismo. Hay I just hope I can pull this thing off, medyo mahirap yung role ko as ulo. Hindi ko yata kaya, and they’re going to be sooo disappointed with me kapag hindi ko na-meet yung expectations ng mga taong pumili sa’kin. Hay pressure na naman… Ron, let’s go go go!

Please pray for Ron nga pala… hilingin nyo kay Kuya Jess to finally give him peace of mind. All the things he’s been thinking of has taken its toll on his body. May he be alright from now on. Ron, labsha!

BFFs Pao and Lorenz! Ummm… mishu na! Kape na tayooo daliiiii… I’m doing something pero it’s gonna take a long while bago ko mapakita sa inyo, pero you’re gonna love it! ^__^

Sigh… too bad I’m all too wasted. Damn it. I hope I can pull myself together finally and present to the world a new JM…

Onga pala, as a part of my personality reconstruction, I’ve changed my nickname sa Friendster. You can now search Jompaks and I assure you ako lang ang makikita nyo. ;)

Hasta la vista, baboy! :@)

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Spent one of my best days with two of my bestest friends yesterday, Pao and Lorenz. Lorenz had a friend with him, Paz. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo and watched The Perfect Man. Ooooh how I love Carson Kressley! Haha… and to think that I despised Queer Eye prior to my getting-to-know Carson. Here’s one panalo line:
Carson: Ben, You’d have to talk to these girls now. What could be more urgent than the perfect man? Oh, duh! Perfect Shoes.
After the movie we went to Lorenz’s house and that was where the fun began. Sigh… I miss our High School days when we were so carefree and fought at the simplest of things. Now, while looking back at those days, we just laughed at the things we did. And cried, too, regretting some things we wished we didn’t do. During our open session I thought to myself, hey, I was so cruel back then. I didn’t give the barkada a chance to get back to its feet. And now, I’m the one who’s suffering the consequences of letting those happen.
I miss AbImTuMaPaPeDeSy. We were, we are not, but will we always be? I hope. They were my first and last official barkada in High School. I Love them all.
Oh, and Lorenz? Duh… I know Pao is your most favorite. Har har. No offense taken. I know you’re more at ease with him than with me, but it’s okay, at least I’m here for check and balance in case you need reality check. Hehe.
I do hope the next time Pao, Lorenz and me bond, may kape na. Hehehe… ^__^
Lavyah BFFs!

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Kung buhay pa si nanay ngayon, birthday niya ngayon. Kaya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANAY! Sana maging masaya ang party mo sa heaven, together with God. Miss na po kita!!! Pero op op op miss lang kita, pero wag mo ko dadalawin, okei?! Hehehe… sige po Alabshyu nanay!!!

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Hay. Lagi na lang ganun. Kung kailan mawawala na biglang ibabalik. Nakakapanikip tuloy ng dibdib! Hay. Napaka-hypocrite ko! Tu quoque. I am committing the fallacy of Argumentum ad Hominem (Tu Quoque). Sobra ako sa pagreremind kay Ron na kalimutan na tapos ako… wooosh! Haha. Eto, baliw. Pano ba naman kasi!!! Ah. Ewan. Ako din naman may kasalanan eh. Wah. Haha. Wah. Nababaliw na ako. Shet.

Ayan. Ang laki na tuloy ng trauma ko. At dahil sa trauma na yan hindi na’ko masyado makapagkaibigan. Shet ka. Wuhoo. Congrats. Nagtagumpay ka. Hay. Di naman kita kailangan. Duh. Wahahaha fallacy na naman. Shet fallacy monger na talaga ako. Rationalization. Haha. Baliw.

Shet. Magtitino na nga ako. Magpapaka-nerd na ako gaya ng pangako ko sa sarili ko. Haha. As if. As if kaya ko yun noh. Haha. Sana kasi… sana kasi eh no sana kasi!!! Sana lang eh noh. Haha grabe super luwag na talaga ng turnilyo ko. Haha. Ewan. Sige. Ewan. Bakit ka pa ba nag-ha-hangout dito?! Shooo! Wala kang mapapala sa baliw. Haha. Shet. Omaygad. Haha.

Baliw.

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?Yay… month-long anniversary celebration ng For A While (likewise dubbed as Sandali Lang). October 3 ang original anniv, but let’s extend it for a whole month! Haha parang mga comedy sitcoms na isang buwan ang anniv.

Anyways, I’m cooking up new thingies for my blog. Pero, those will remain surprises. Every week mag-u-unveil ako ng panibago. Expect a new template too, though UP-themed na naman. Haha. Intay nyo lang matututunan ko ring kaasaran ang UP.

Happy Anniversary, For A While!

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Pangarap ko talaga maka-attend kahit sa isang World Youth Day event lang. Kasama nga yan sa to-do list ko after graduation eh. Kelan kaya ako makakasama sa World Youth Day? Mauulit kaya na dito sa Philippines yon? Hay nakakainggit si Ate Gail, nakasama siya recently. Sana maganap siya anywhere near Asia. Sa 2008 sa Sydney daw eh. Pero by that time 3rd year college pa lang ako.

Sigh.

If there’s a will, there’s a way, diba?!

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Sa isang relasyon, para mas maintindihan mo ang nangyayari o mangyayari sa inyo, kailangan mong lumabas.

Para makita mo ang nangyayari sa loob, ang TUNAY na nangyayari, kailangan mong lumabas para mag-evaluate.

Kasi kung nasa loob ka nga naman, biased ka kasi you’re observing yourself too.

Pero kung nasa labas ka, makikita mo talaga ang katotohanan.

Think outside the box. Outside looking in. Hanep.

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