There’s one grave reason why I don’t enter into serious relationships. Besides the fact that I don’t handle a relationship quite well, I hate being controlled. Manipulated. Taken Over. Spun at the palm of a hand. Of all the things in this world, taking control over me is the last thing you should do lest you want to die.

I do all things for a reason. Big reasons, small reasons, corny reasons or just any reasons. I do something for a purpose, and not just for the heck of doing it. I do things that I want to do, I need to do, and I’m asked *properly* to do.

The things I want to do are the ones that make me happy. They are the ones I fantasize in this petty mind of mine, and I find great joy whenever I do them.

The things I need to do are those stuff that most of the time require a horrendous deal of effort or will power, but nonetheless I enjoy doing them.

The things I’m asked to do are those things whom I do for somebody, may it be a friend, a classmate, or a relative. These are favors whom I find happiness to do for a friend.

But when you take control over my life, telling me what and not to do, you cloud my sense of having reason. You ‘force’ me to do something I might not want to do, in the long run just making some crappy outcome because of lack of “willingness” to do a thing.

This is my own life. Not yours, mine. Call me an activist but I really would stand up if you’re getting in my way. I don’t want people commanding me to do something unless I want to do it, I need to do it, or I’m asked *properly* to do it.

‘Reason’ is something lost in our society today. Everybody’s going with the flow, and when asked why they do certain things, they say, “Trip Lang!” We lose reason, objective, and vision which could justify why we do certain things in our lives, and how we react to certain situations that come upon us.

Through our reasons, intentions, objectives and visions, we see our strengths and weaknesses. We limit ourselves only to things we want to or can achieve, and not go overboard because we might find it hard to pull ourselves back.

When you appear dominant over me, I lose all my reasons. I tend to do things for what-nots and, most especially, for you. And of all the things in this oh-so-cruel world, I hate having to do something for someone I don’t even respect.

This is who I am, this is what I want to be, this is where I want to go, this is why I want to Live. If you can’t live with that, then DIE! Do yourself a favor and savor your own life, don’t go eating on my plate.

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