Ate Tin and Me

There comes a point in your life when you’re at the lowest of your low. You pray for strength, you pray that things will get better, you pray for everything, for every blessing, you do everything! But nothing seems to work, you’re still consumed by your emotions and you wallow with self-pity. It seems like there’s no point of living anymore…

Then someone comes along, with the strength to carry on, to cast your fears inside, so you know you can survive… your Hero.

A few days ago, I asked for strength to go on with my life, happily. I asked for strength so that I may be able to make it through the tribulation. I asked for strength so that I may not be toiled down. And you know what?

I found my strength in crying. Ironic as it may seem, crying out all my emotions strengthened me. I asked Kuya Jess to give me strength, and I thought He wouldn’t give it to me. But alas, He sent me my very precious Ate Tin, to give me the strength I’ve always wanted.

Sya!!! Si Ate Tin ang nagpaiyak sakin!!!

blitz_krieg47: hay… ang sarap wakasan ng lahat…

blitz_krieg47: kung hindi lang kasalanan ang magpakamatay kanina ko pa ginawa…

tantin17: sasamahan din kita

tantin17: wala akong ibang gagawin kundi samahan ka

tantin17: baka sakali

tantin17: maisip mo masarap naman ang mabuhay

tantin17: kaysa ang mamatay!

blitz_krieg47: sa pagkamatay makakasama ko na si kuya jess… yun lang naman ang inaaasam asam ko…

tantin17: baka hindi

tantin17: kasi ayaw niya yun

tantin17: kung yun ang gusto niya

tantin17: baka hindi niya ako pinaglog in

tantin17: at hindi kita nakausap

tantin17: at hindi kita nakasam

blitz_krieg47: kaya nga hindi ko gagawin eh… kasi sasaktan ko sya…

blitz_krieg47: kaya nga sinabi ko kung hindi lang sya kasalanan eh kanina ko pa ginawa…

tantin17: kaya nga narealize mo yun kasi ginawa niya

tantin17: kaya nga ako nandito

tantin17: kasi nandiyan ka

tantin17: kung wala ka

tantin17: wala ako

tantin17: at wala na tayo

tantin17: wala

blitz_krieg47: hay… salamat talaga ate…

tantin17: ay salamat din jm

tantin17: salamat kasi worthless ako kung wala ka

tantin17: at congrats kasi dahil sayo buhay ako at nakatayo ulit

tantin17: salamat kay kuya jess kasi nakilala kita at kaibigan kita

blitz_krieg47: salamat talga ate… di mo alam kung gano mo ko pinasaya…

tantin17: gumaganti lang ako

tantin17: ikaw at ikaw lang ang naging tangi kong tagapakinig ng kailangan kong magsalita at umiyak

tantin17: this is revenge!

tantin17: hehehe

tantin17: walang iyakan…

blitz_krieg47: sensya na…

blitz_krieg47: si kuya jess kasi eh…

blitz_krieg47: tinupad lang nya yung isa kong wish…

tantin17: wish?

blitz_krieg47: sabi ko sa kanya sa disco… gusto ko lang umiyak… umiyak… para lang mailabas yung lhat ng emosyong naiipon sa puso ko…

blitz_krieg47: well eto na sya ngayon… at dahil sayo…

tantin17: ay pinaiyak kita?

blitz_krieg47: di naman slight lang…

tantin17: mmm

tantin17: at least kahit paano nasa puso mo na

tantin17: tama na naman ako!

blitz_krieg47: salamat talaga ate… blessing ka talaga sakin… ang gago ko! hanap ako nang hanap ng matinong bespren sa mundong to… dasal ako nang dasal kay kuya jess… matagal na pala nya tinupad… di ko lang pinapansin…

tantin17: well

tantin17: mas maganda man siya

tantin17: mas sexy naman ako!

tantin17: hehehe!

blitz_krieg47: haha…

tantin17: tumatawa ka na?

blitz_krieg47: oo… habang ummiyak…

tantin17: salamat naman kasi parang di kita maiwanan eh

tantin17: loko2

blitz_krieg47: kaw lang nakapaggawa sakin nyan…

blitz_krieg47: grabe special ka talaga…

There came a point in her life that she was, like me, at the lowest of her low. As a caring friend, I just stood by her. Actually I just listened to her on the phone, just listen. Little did I know that I did something just by listening, I helped her go through with that endeavor.

And little does she know by now that she did a WHOLE LOT for me. She was there for me. She talked with me. She loved me. She doesn’t know how much that meant to me.

Ate Tin, kung binabasa mo man to, UTANG KO ANG BUHAY KO SAYO! Grabe… hindi lang kita ate at friend, parang nanay pa kita! Nagpapasalamat ako kay Kuya Jess dahil dinala ka nya sa buhay ko, at kahit na di ko man minsan naibabalik ang pagmamahal na binibigay mo sakin, salamat at nandyan ka pa rin para sakin. Tats talaga ako grabe!

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