I wonder why I didn’t even feel it’s Christmas. It passed by just like an ordinary day.
Truly, you can never really feel the spirit of Christmas when you have no peace inside your heart.
I feel so mad, angry, disappointed. I feel confused, bedazzled and dumbfounded. I feel restless, tired and weak. I feel lost, nothing, and abyss. And I also feel selfish.
Kuya Jess, I don’t know what to do… honestly. Why, of all times of the year, did you give this to me this day? What should I do? Why am I acting this way?
So many questions… if only God could answer. Help, please?